2/5/2020 0 Comments Engagement PartiesMy favorite part about Star days -- is de Art which unfolds new avenues, arteries and aloha. Mixed with Storm -- It asks you to FEEL intu the energy -- be brave with what you find. Catalyze. The combination of the storm and light is what will birth the rainbows. *** this post previously contained feelings that i have decided not to share. I don´t need to justify myself -- except to my beloveds -- who will hear my feelings from me personally. *** I am done with the spear. I am the shield. Dragon tears are potent. On Centauri´s Kin 144 Day -- 4 Mirror -- we went to the YMCA to swim and they had this bucket on the counter. It´s new. Seeing it triggered a sense of euphoria in my body. Why? Because for so long I have been demonized for reading cards; The devils work. My retort of course, was " look under a rock and you shall find me..." The Oracle is in EVERYTHING! The Oracle...Ophi´cus...is what was taken from the people when they killed their serpent! Their Kundalini! Their instincts. So, anyway... a bucket full of bible verses was BEAUTIFUL to me. Each of the children and i drew one and then we all chose a green one together. Lovez. And lastly, ( but most dear to my heart )
I have agreed to marry My Jewell. He has asked me now 5 times; Each time...romantic...sweet....soooo thoughtful. And now... I must tell you a story: Once upon a time there was a man who believed in Love above all else. His father and mother thought him a hopeless romantic...which would never do -- because he was to become a Chemist or take over the family business. Well years went by and this young man met his first love. They came together in union and this young lady conceived a child. Well, the young man was upper class and she..well....not... And this would never do...and the man ( who was not much more than a boy ) was shipped off to school to pursue his studies. A few years intu his work -- the young man went crazy with love and decided damn the family fortune and damn his family for that matter -- he was going to marry this woman ( He had hear thru the grapevine that they had had a daughter too ). So...he bought not just one ring...but two for this woman!!! And showed up to her door step with his heart on a platter. Well...this woman had married by now -- and the young man was told to leave straight away. Heartbroken -- he left school and was checked intu an asylum. With no desire -- this is where he stayed for the majority of his young life. When he did decide to rejoin the world -- he took a trip to the " Holy Land ". Upon returning -- he dove head first intu the family business -- The Bakery -- And worked their with his father until his father went ill . He then took care of his parents until their deaths. After their deaths, he decided he would start a community. The problem was... Life had happened. The man had aged and aged and aged....And who wants to start community with an old man? One ring was returned -- and the other has been stored in his parents ashes since their departure. Now...some would say... this is not a good enough reason to marry a man. But when i became Paddington Bear -- and showed up on his door step over 4 years ago now -- And was taken in with all the respect, and care....and tenderness that I was... Every word I said -- cherished. All my otherworldly ideas -- finding a home. Being told -- and being supported -- to follow my dreams! My four are my four. May they continue to weave themselves intu the lives of my children, my new husband and i. The children will attend good schools... And I will get to make someone´s dream come true!!! ( heaven knows he has helped me to manifest mine...) A real engagement party??!! His idea...not mine. But it´s a fabulous idea. Yes. I am the finest goddess in the universe when we are One. To him... So, nevermind his age. He needs me. And I need him. My process to come to this decision has been a long one. I have never been white before. Anyway, like above, my feelings require no more justification. Crest14 goddess blessed land will continue on. We have planted roots here. It is our forever home here in the US. Family and Friends are on the way -- And the Vision will continue. The Earthship will be built... And the Kundalini Camp is already grounding. Opening Ceremony will be on March 20th with a small gathering, Spring Equinox blessing, Dj Jiig with music for everyone, Potlach, and Campout. My Jewell and Ms. Sunshine arrive in April. Engagement Party details will be announced soon after. More family and friends arrive when school lets out. Tribute to Bob Marley, Sweatlodge and Trade Circle, and Luau with Invocation to the goddess will happen in August this year. Check back for flyers, details, and finalized dates. If you´d like to participate in anyway please make contact , [email protected] In Lak´ech ( The future Ms. Jewell :) )
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1/6/2020 0 Comments Inuki, Luna, Nube & Negrita Happy Epiphany /\ May your 3 come intu Divine Balance... May the Wisdom´s each bring be Key to your Journey And May the Light of your New Year be imbued with a Love that mirrors your Heart /\ Tzol, One of the best gifts we got this year -- Was the opportunity to cat sit for our new blessing in the shape of a friend...Maria. Maria has 4 cats; Inuki, Nube, Luna and Negrita.. Negrita went outside shortly before Maria left....and refuses to come inside. I cannot help but see the beauty in this reflection. Maria is the kind of woman i would be honored to grow intu. Being her space...oooozing with life...and knowledge and purpose...It´s easy to feel abundant and clear and exactly where I am supposed to be. The cats are shy...darting in and out of the houseplants...peering over vases and out from under the bed. The house smells like Ghee and Roses and Sage all rolled between weathered book pages and ferns. Fresh citrus...and aloe. Things don´t always turn out how we hope. But they do turn out better than we could of dreamed if we let go of our need to control the outcome. It´s okay to choose sides. 2020 Vision doesn´t mean you have to allow anything intu your space which isn´t yours. It means...you balance YOUR left brain and right brain activities. Don´t worry about those of others. Notice the POLES within yourself.... Invoke them even. And then...allow a world to blossom where both are able to THRIVE. Not just survive...but THRIVE. It helps if you turn each aspect intu a sort of " creature". Build them their worlds....color them in. What are their FAVORITE things to do....these Creatures that live within you...your two extremes. And then, draw a third Circle. Don´t draw anything in it right away. Wait. Allow the two to witness one another. Have your day. Your week. What sort of world will they both THRIVE in?? The you which is composed and proper and goal driven and sharp looking... And the part of you which is a feathered, barefoot, exotic, sing-song flowering mess? What are your two poles?? And what sort of word ACTIVATES them both??? Start with picture of a donkey and an elephant. What sort of props accompany them? What color are they? What are their names? What kind of houses to they live in??? Which one is male and which one is female?? Once you´ve done this.... Design their Treehouse. Moonbone Tea Cravan.....Underground Mansion. Now...everytime you feel conflict this 2020... take a moment and go the house you built them. Add something. Art something. Change something. In your mind or physically in a drawing. Tzol....for my new compass... instead of focusing on the fathers of my children...
Or the Roots of where the Fathers are coming from.... I am moving to build the children´s houses. I know...this will seem obvious in it´s intelligence... But i really did need to lean intu the creatures i chose...And WHO their peoples were and are. As an Artist.... My Mother´s TREAT.... is that my children rotate thru stair-step Tones; always moving together. So...my eledest is now Tone 1...Magnetic. My daughter is now Tone 2. My baby is now Tone 3. And my Emile is Tone 4. The Community Flower Earthship we build at Crest14 will compliment this fact. The Invitation to single parents tribal units grandparents And those who have experience in homeschooling horticulture or eco building will be sent out with next blog post. 12/20/2019 0 Comments Ku Pau & La´au Ku KahiOn "J" of this rotation i called out to the Moon. I spoke to the power of 14:26 to move you BEYOND the influence of the Moon. This was Blue Rhythmic Eagle + Red Planetary Skywalker ( the latter by exact guide ). Two days later, my body produced a SECOND egg for one lunar rotation. First cycle was on Ku Pau, or Z. It took me several moons since arriving here in Georgia to get to Z. I like having my cycle over the Z - A crossover. I was E, E, D, B then Z. Then, my cycle and I said -- we are moving BEYOND the moons influence...and i had a second egg on La´au Ku Kahi...December 14th -- Green Galactic Centauri + Blue Crystal Eagle. I liked this even better....stronger feminine energy...14th in Gregorian. It triggered me to look up the Hawaiian names for the moon cycle. The new moon, Muku fell on November 26th...AND will come again on December 26th, Kwanzaa. When i pick my daughter up from school in the afternoon, i have a number that hangs from my rearview mirror that is called out when i arrive so that my daughter can begin to make her way to the pick-up line. Our number is 27. It made me think of the first draft I drew up for the 14:26 calendar: My idea was that there would be numbered circles that you filled in with each passing day. A simple practice in awareness and invocation. Dedication. On the 26th day you color in the 26th bubble, then at night -- the 27th flips the cadeuces -- and you turn the page -- and the trinity is reversed ( masculine & feminine triangles ) -- and then, for the morning you fill in 1 and begin again. The idea being keeping vigil one night per orbit -- keeping watch -- asking -- receiving -- bridging. I have not done this practice so far this Nu Year which began for us in October. But, I am reminded of it now. The last really significant moon cycle change i had was when my cycles were 81 days apart and then on the 82nd day i bled. When this happened I was in Thailand at Chang Mai where the outer square´s traffic moves clockwise ( masculine ) and the inner square´s traffic moves counterclockwise ( feminine). My moon on Tone 12. Crystal. So, I took the distance i traveled ( 81 days ) x the tone i received the change on ( 12 ) and I got 972. Using Google I saw that 972 was the Isreali Country Calling Code. I grounded this sychronicity within my body -- but didn´t think alot of it until I left my hotel and crossed paths with a holy man sitting on a real tiger skin selling malas. I sat for sum time with him before I asked how many beads were on his mala. He said, " this one is for you " and handed me one with 81 beads. I was sooo astonished after counting that I bought three of them. I then decided to go to the Temple in the center of the square. I stopped for a drink and met another goddess who was on her way there. We joined paths and on our way met one more goddess -- making us 3. After we were past the first gates -- and made it to the center of the center buildings...we arrived at our Grande Surprise: women on their moon cycles are not allowed in the center -- because, it was stated, " moon blood is considered dirty ". At this, I roared with laughter!!! Literally, laughing so hard my sides began to ache. The ladies and I hugged and bowed to one another. All life comes from this blood...this egg...and it is dirty. Anyway -- i decided to do something out of order and i kept the veil that was loaned to me upon entering the square. To meditate with. To sew on my blanket. I asked first if I could keep it -- and they refused. So, I ran ( with my baby buggie ). In turn, on my next flight leaving the country -- for the first time ever -- I had something stolen from my bag: the blanket I was sewing with the veil and different clothes from various countries. I laughed at that too, and then imagined the monks and their sand mandalas; all the hours I had spent up late at night sewing...gone in a moment of change. Was it worth it??? 100%. For one, the shouts as I ran away from the Temple were priceless. ( we take each other far too seriously sum´times ) For two...the yellows have always made me laugh. AND, on that trip -- I found my aspect of the 8 fold Buddha -- as the " translator ". That couldn´t be taken away. And for three... It just needed to be done. I am sad to say, I no longer have the above hardcopy. This came in November of 2016 and was for this upcoming 2020 and beyond. It´s when WIND, or IK was speaking very loudly and moving everything around.
I have copies of all the trees laid down -- which i left with my sewing machine in Bresela...one town over from Keliki. Anyway -- what was really needed came thru -- the rest is just how we got here. Yeah. 14:26...Centauri. Masculine. Clockwise Spirals. 7 364 ( now he reverses ) 13:20...Venus. Feminine. Counterclockwise Spirals. 9 261 ( and she moves forward ) I´d like to live and work half our year in Asia somewhere. A job that will feed the land and project we are grounding here in Athens, Georgia. The man at the store where we got our phone when the other went out the other day-- Chinese...his name was June. A dynamic-half so the months we are in each space gradually change; following the living spiral. I am unsure how to manifest in the dead of night? I love it!!! That nothing is expected of me...other than being. But if that is our Door... i need an escort this time. AND....I GIVE THANKS /\ Deep, deep, deep gratitude for what is before me /\ For WHO is before me /\ For my FAMILY...who everyday is coming together more and more /\ Showing up for us, for each other, more and more /\ For my CHILDREN /\ For their fathers /\ For my sisters and sea´stars /\ For my mother and father /\ For this Tribe of TZOLS and SOULS.... /\ In Grace, and Aloha, we let go of all that is not ours -- and become the radiant zero´point that IS. 12/18/2019 0 Comments ...o...wholy trinity
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